shakes and breaks

I'm sitting here on my ten -- I feel like life is mediated by intervals of breathing before being forced back underwater.

I really wanted a pastry this morning. I kept thinking of ways to justify it -- but it always came back to thinking of how much my present is affecting my future.

so here it is, a pictorial reminder of why I'm doing this.

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it is here where I perfect my disappearing act.

- J